January 2011
Eighteen.
It is finally the day of my eighteenth birthday. I woke up at 06:28am to find that my mom has neglected to wake me up for school. I have 11 texts and 26 wall posts wishing me a happy bday:) This is great..so far.
Then, my laptop slides off my bed and lands perfectly on the side with the charger, which is plugged into to. The little thing that you plug into the computer broke into two. A new...
Perception.
I was just informed that I’m “thick.” When the hell did this happen? I don’t recall ever being “thick”. Since when is a 5 foot 3.5 inch girl who wears a size 1 (they don’t get much smaller) and weighs 115lbs thick? Please, tell me when this happened because I guess I completely missed the memo. Sure, I’m not 107lbs, which is where I was, but...
Assumptions.
Are rarely the same as reality. Senior Prom is coming up in a few months and of course I need a date since I’m single. I’ve got the dress picked out, my best friend already has her dress and a date (her boyfriend) so that just leaves me. The newest third wheel. I tried to drop hints to the 700+ “friends” on my Facebook by posting a status which says, “someone ask me...
It's My Birthday Bitches. Almost. →
Well, it will be in two weeks. This is the perfect shirt too.
“Take a look and see for yourself, what makes a man a man.”
– Emery.
Down the Hill.
Just as my life plateaus, it drops again. I’m stuck in this ceaseless cycle of depression and contentment. The roots of this cycle go back to age eight and they got worse at age sixteen. You can imagine how they are now. Battling depression for the past decade kind of sucks. Yes, this is emotional. No, this isn’t what we like to call “emo”. I’m not trying to reach out...
List 02.
Bucket List. A little stupid, a little childish, but memories nonetheless. I feel that this will need to be updated.
Tag at least 20 cars with pink chalk. Kidnap Freshmen. Roll a house. Go to the fair. Turn eighteen. Get a tattoo. Get pierced again. Get a car. Stay out and drive around all night. Senior Camping Trip (fall). Senior Camping Trip (spring). Get a stranger’s number. Spend a...
Southern Blizzard of 2011: Day Four
Is this really happening? I see the sun and constant dripping of the melting ice from my roof. Despite my venture out to publix yesterday, which felt like a miracle because I hadn’t seen civilization in so long, I am stuck at come yet again. A day of coffee, fruit, and leftovers. Yum. I’m feeling better though. Not so much of a crazy, lazy feeling. More like, I’m excited and...
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Pride is Beautiful.
This fired me up. So, I’m looking up random pictures online since the snow has trapped me inside and I come across this..
No. I don’t think so! Ignorance at its best right there. You don’t understand how badly I would love to climb up that a put a big “Fuck You!” all over it. This is how it should, and will be.
Yes, two girls kissing. It’s absolutely...
Southern Blizzard of 2011: Day Three
Yep, Still here. Now, as much as I’m soaking up the freedom from certain teachers that drive me crazy and peers who’s ignorance make me fear for the possible of Idiocracy in our future, cabin fever seems to be slowly creeping in on me. I yearn to be around people. Just as much as I can appreciate a rare day or two completely to myself, that’s not quite the case at this moment....
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List 01.
Things that I like. rain. silence. laughter. inside jokes. truth. true friendship. snow. honesty. creativity. long stories. sarcasm. seriousness. art. video games. lazy days with someone. scary movies. adventures. getting lost. trying new things. photography. frozen yogurt. city. flip flops. skinny jeans. big handbags. piercings. tattoos. android phones. dyed hair. nice smiles. unique eyes. johnny...
Southern Blizzard of 2011: Day Two
Hello Sunshine. Yet again, I woke up early on a day in which I could have slept in. My mother is working from home downstairs and I heard her voice on the phone. After begrudgingly rolling out of bed, I had a wonderful hot shower. Time to eat! Since my mother was working, I became the makeshift chef of the morning. I made whole wheat banana pancakes. Coffee with cream and sugar ce matin instead...
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What is on your mind?
Definitely one of my favorite questions to ask because I'm always genuinely interested in the answer. So, share.
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Southern Blizzard of 2011
So, here we go. I had a lovely snow day in Georgia. I would say that overall there was around 5 inches of accumulation, which is probably the most that I’ve ever seen. J’adore quand il neige. It is my absolute favorite type of weather, with rain following close behind.
Today’s Events. Woken up at 07:57am because of various text messages (One from my best friend, others from...